It's hard to truly understand how bad you miss someone until you are actually given the chance to stop having to miss them and then you still miss then when they are standing in front of you. You come to realize that nothing truly fills that void, no matter how hard to try to believe that maybe you have. You can go out and do a million things and be with a million people, but none of it is really what you are longing for. It helps and its all wonderful to have, but it's not the same.
It's Sunday morning and I can finally say I feel like I am where I belong and life is in order. Even if it's not really sorted out yet. I'm good for that, its what Ive been missing.
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