It's started and I am not ready to go through it again. I've only had 13 months to try to make up for 15 and now I have to lose out on another 12. It's nothing more than an utter feeling of dread and misery. It's lonely and heartbreaking to not have the person that makes your sun shine by your side. There is no magic words that can make the tears stop and they just keep coming. I can't stop sobbing no matter how hard I tell myself he doesn't like to see me cry. He is in every room and every memory. He's just not here to fill the space he has left behind.
Skip is my best friend. I don't know how to live without him anymore.
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