Eggs and Cheese

Eggs and cheese are the only 2 foods I can eat and not feel  terrible.  I think by the time February comes around I won't want to own chickens anymore.  I may also lose my interest in making my own cheese.  Water is the ONLY liquid that feels good and it gets quite boring.   Although I do have to say that first glass of water in the morning is total Heaven! I am hoping soon that eating other foods that I sooooo desperately want to eat will be as settling as eggs and cheese.

And on a side note, my midwife Anita came by Wednesday and everything is still going strong.  Great heart beat and measurements.  I hate that even though I hear, see and feel the good news I still feel panicked most days about going to the bathroom.   I feel like I am just waiting for bad things to happen all over again.  I have no idea how to get past that.  It's very scary.  I will be 14 weeks on Monday and even though I know I am well past the most crucial part of things I still fear it is going to happen again.  I don't remember any of that with Aiden.


Here's to the incredible egg and oh so yummy cheese.