Only 7 weeks, really?

Well tomorrow will be 7 weeks since I last saw Skip.  Only 7.  I have been thru enough to last me a YEAR in the past 7 weeks and I still have to make it another 45!  I am truly hoping that I have dipped as low as I dare go in this emotional battlefield of mine and that things start looking up, even if only a little.  I've been on an eating binge the past 7 days and have easily gained 5 pounds.  You know, 5 pounds that I had to work my ass off to lose.  Damn Arby's.  Ugh.

So Monday is a new week and time to start anew.  I have hopes that my body will be back to normal by then as it is currently showing promising signs.  I can start walking the dog, eating right again and being in an over all better mood.  I promised myself I was gonna be in shape this time when he got home. I don't have a fancy digital scale in that bathroom for nothing!!